Ugh, I really shouldn't say this but I Hate visitations for my foster babies. I worry too much I guess. The little baby I am taking care of has a heart monitor on today and I am worried about crazy mom. As I write this, God is saying, "Do not worry about anything, Pray about Everything". That is a great reminder because I will be the first to admit, I have a problem with worry. I am a constant stress ball inside and then I wonder why my Autoimmune disease flares up. LOL
Well that is my confession of the day... haha but I seriously need to ask God to take me to the point of not worrying. I can not do it, he has to help me to that point. Also, I do get a lot more done with work and house stuff when I have a break from the baby so that is something positive to look at. My day started out at 5 am today and I feel pretty good so far. My BBF, coffee, hasn't left my side and we are getting things done together. I love days that are productive and I feel like I accomplish many items on my TO DO list.
My reminder for today:
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
